MONEY-What is enough???

Dear All,
I am sitting here without a drink and really feeling greatfull for whatever I have.I could wish all my friends,HAPPY DIWALI.Diwali is considered to be a festival of LAXMI/money to my mind.Recovery from alcholism to me was lots of money.As the time passed by,I am trying to understand that money is only the means to my end and is only important,if I am using the same to help others.today also I want money but not at the cost of my honesty.Today i can see miracles around, which money cannot buy.The biggest miracle is that I am part of big international family and living life,which I could never imagine in my wildest dreams.Ther are times,when I feel that I don't have enough and I don't know what is enough for me.I would appreciate answer to my question.
lots of love
Satya B.